Tuesday, December 22, 2009

My Lan

Received a letter from my lawyer stating that tarikh perbicaraan has been postponed again.... Again.... Feeling like my world crumbling ..... I'm not that strong anymore .... Only my faith to Allah and my love to Lan and my children is the only thing that keep me going..... I wish to masuk bawah katil and cry out loud.... Pity... I don't have katil.... Only tilam......guess Allah has his own ways of saying.... Don't cry but pray!!!!!!!


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Location:World

Luahan hati

Went back to kuala pilah, my home town yesterday, with my Mom and Sis..... Kepala penuh dengan pelbagai unanswered questions.... How to go thru life now..... I have to be strong.... I am acting normal when actually I am not normal.... Only Allah nows how bad the situation that I am in now.....Allah.... Bagi aku kekuatan.... I am goyah now.... Engkau yang Maha Berkuasa!!!!


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Location:Home

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Learning.....

Learning how to blog with my beautiful Anaz.......






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CIMB

Been waiting for 1/2 hour now, nobody attending me just to change my ATM card .... Apehalnyeh..... Penat!


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Location:Jalan Pandan 1,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Thursday, December 17, 2009

What do I do everyday ?

Taking care of him and hoping for at least a single word from him .....






Bathing him twice everyday....



Cleaning him... Giving good manicure and pedicure n a good message



Then into the bathroom





Shave every once a week






Brushing his teeth is compulsory






The children help a lot ....

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Awal Muharram

LAN finish his most important medicine and here I am in Tawakal taking his rivotril, syukur that I have a doctor who support me..... May Allah bless Dr Abu Salim of Tawakal



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Location:Tawakal

Monday, December 14, 2009

I'm still learning


how to write and to post... Trying to figure out how to upload photos..... Poning den ha.....


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Lying down at my simple gazebo
watching my son tepuk lalat....is just something that I love to watch.... Wishing Lan could see how tembam he is......

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Checking how .....

Love my Lan too much..... I want to put it in a blog so I could express my feelings everyday..... Been trying and testing how to have my own blog and finally.... Dunno wether this will work since I'm quite buta of gadgets ... Here goes.....





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I think I'm successful but why nit appear in my blog.... Haiya

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

REGISTER

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